Milagros Diaries-Day 3 entry 4

Entry 4
'Stay out from her!' I yelled on Flame. He look at me like like idiot. deep in myself i knew that it was cuddle to compashion Alice because she was worrying about us all but the heck she was dad wife! 'I repeat uncle, STEP BACK FROM ALICE' I start charging Aura, my start glowing on crimson grey (from blood i saw and how i felt its grey). I wanted to throw it into them and blast this whole damn house into pieces to stop Flame hugging Alice, she was my dad wife !! Grrr! 'Why are you doing this to me!? First dad die and you both... GIAHHHHHHHHH!!!'I slam my paws into desk full of hatred and anger like i have to explode. I stand up, shoved off Flame from Alice and scream that i hate him nad how he could do that to Spark!
I land in my room faster than i predicted wiht head deep into my pillow.
I cried. I wanted to be dead...forgotten and not forgiven. I don't wanted that anoyone have to entry into here so i locked them on. Lieing with face full of tears was a bit easier than hearing the slams into doors hearing Flame voice 'MILAGROS OPEN THE DOOR! EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY!' I replied 'SHUT THE DAMN FUCK UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE ! I DON'T WANT KNOW YOU, AFTER THIS WHAT HAVE YOU DONE WHAT WILL YOU SAID TO SPARK!!?!!! YOU BETRAY HIM AND YOU KNOW IT!!' After this the slams sounds stoppped and i set up on bed deep in silence.
I...i feel...miserable and not understnaded...
'Dad, why you are not here...
When everything surrounding me...
Turn into bad...
I want to say
Goodbye...' I played Cascada song 'Can't stop the rain from fallen'
I sit like that few hours maybe all night...i had no idea that i am watched...
Spirit of Gardeviour (by some called Witch) appeared... She looked at me sad sight.